I wish with tears, don't look back.

Who's That Girl

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 27, 2009 at 8:48PM
Who's that girl living my life?


Hilary Duff - Who's That Girl

There were places we would go at midnight
There were secrets that nobody else would know
There's a reason but I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I thought they all belonged to me

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real, it's not right
It's my day, it's my night
By the way
Who's that girl living my life?
Oh no, living my life

Seems like everything's the same around me
Then I look again and everything has changed
I'm not dreaming so I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
She's everywhere I wanna be

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real, it's not right
It's my day, it's my night
By the way
Who's that girl living my life?

I'm the one who made you laugh
Who made you feel
And made you sad
I'm not sorry
For what we did
For who we were
I'm not sorry
I'm not her

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real, it's not right
It's my day, it's my night
By the way
Who's that girl living my life?
Oh no, living my life
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Take over.

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 27, 2009 at 8:36PM

Lately, I been really restless...

IDIOT, something just pissed me, give me a moment to calm myself down. !%$^%$&@!@#%@#$$#!@#$!@#!@#$@#%^#%^

Okay, done. Freaking.. What the f*ck. Nahh, I'm not doing this, post another day.

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Kings And Queens;

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 26, 2009 at 8:41PM
We are the kings and queens of promise.


30 Seconds To Mars - Kings And Queens

Into the night
Desperate and broken
The sound of a fight
Father has spoken

We were the kings and queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

Into your eyes
Hopeless and taken
We stole our new lives
Through blood and pain
In defense of our dreams
In defense of our dreams

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell
Heaven and Hell

The age of man is over
A darkness comes and all
These lessons that we learned here
Have only just begun

We were the Kings and Queens of promise
We were the victims of ourselves
Maybe the Children of a Lesser God
Between Heaven and Hell

We are the Kings
We are the Queens
We are the Kings
We are the Queens
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Where I Belonged.

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 26, 2009 at 8:32PM

 

I'm mad, I'm actually looked forward to every working shifts, where everybody there are always cheerful and happy, they won't show you attitude even if you do something wrong. Hehe. So unlike school. Today was suffering from serious stomach pain till the fact I couldn't eat anything and skipped breakfast and lunch. Was forced by my mom to eat dinner, damn.

 

Today was working, again. Erm, was doing runner whole day today. Didn't really screw up, I think. Not as bad as that of yesterday's, (some of you understands). Instead today it's Santhiya whom screwed up the fries, (that's me leaving the fries for runner! heh!) Some customers got angry for waiting, therefore need to apologise to them. Haha! Jasmin as usual do 10 - 1, she learning counter today, but she haven't learn fries nor runner, how to do? So went back to 10 - 1. 10 - 1 smells good, but I cannot take beef uhh, so too bad lorh.

P/s. I'm in love with my blog song, I find it so cute! :D

P/s/s. My left ear is itching like mad, who's scolding me?! ):
P/s/s/s. I'm so going to book 26 - 28 November SSV! Don't snatch! I want see 李圣杰!

-Hui Juan

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Through The Rain

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 21, 2009 at 9:26PM
I'll hold your hands as we walk, through the rain.


Mariah Carey - Through The Rain

When you get caught in the rain
With no where to run
When you're distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved

But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can't find your way home
You can get there alone
It's okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And if you keep falling down, don't you dare give in
You will arise safe and sound, so keep pressing on steadfastly
And you'll find what you need to prevail
What you say is

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

And when the rain blows, as shadows grow close
Don't be afraid, there's nothing you can't face
And should they tell you, you'll never pull through
Don't hesitate, stand tall and say

I can make it through the rain, I can stand up once again on my own
And I know that I'm strong enough to mend
And every time I feel afraid I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day and I make it through the rain

I can make it through the rain
As I live once again
And I live one more day
I can make it through the rain
Yes you can
You gonna make it through the rain
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I'll remember you.

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 21, 2009 at 9:11PM

Finally, a huge rock has been lifted from my heart. It's confirm I'll be promoted to Secondary 4 express without being pushed up. I'd always been able to be promoted without aid, but I don't know why, I am exceptionally fearful this year. Perhaps it just that I know I've been wasting this year. I admit I haven't been studying or in that sense even listening to lessons. I guess heaven wanted to give me another chance. Thanks! It's heard that this year they may not push people up (as in help them promote) at least not that easily. Well, you got to know the school changed a lot within a year (trying not to say too much).

My left thumb freaking hurt for weeks, and my whole right arm ached. I have 3 bruises and 5 lines of burnt mark. Suddenly 7 pimples pop-ed from no where. I think I'm going to leave this world soon, thus I am starting to be freaking weird, to those celebrating right now, haha, don't worry I won't die so soon!

Talking about death, Jasmin and I was talking about doomsday yesterday, I'm the more skeptical one. She said something about 50% of earth population to die off immediately, 30% to die off soon after due to hunger and starvation, 20% to survive. On December 21st 2012, something's going to happen to earth as said. Well, it's really up to believe it or not, but how much does it change? You still have to do what ever you are doing, you're going to die off one day anyway. Don't tell me shit like you're not going to die, everyone who came to earth knew one day they're going to die, so what for be fearful about it. By the way, for your information, I actually feared doomsday like when I was Primary 4? or maybe 3. My brother told me something like doomsday in 2010, which is, yes, next year. I actually felt scared for like 2 weeks? Then I realised that we were going to die anyway, so what for fear?

I'm going to go do my homework (yes, even that means after exams). Chill people, stay happy!

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Spotlight

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 20, 2009 at 7:31PM
Jennifer Hudson - Spotlight

Are you a man who loves and cherishes and cares for me?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah
Are you a guard in a prison, maximum security?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah
Do we stay home all the time cuz you want me to yourself?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah
Or am I locked away, out of fear that I’d find someone else
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah

Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Just because you think I might find somebody worthy oh oh oh
Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Baby if you treat me right, you won’t have to worry

Is this a relationship, fulfilling your needs as well as mine
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah Or is this just my sentence, am I doing time?
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah
Oh If this is love, real, real love, then I’m staying no doubt
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah
But if I’m just loves prisoner, then I’m busting out
Is that you? Is that you? Is that you? yeah

Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Just because you think I might find somebody worthy oh oh oh
Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Baby if you treat me right, you won’t have to worry

Oh, you oughta be ashamed of yourself
What the hell do you think you’re doing?
Loving me, loving me, so wrong
Baby, all I do is try (Try)
To show you that you’re my (my) one and only guy (only guy)
No matter who may come along
Open your eyes cuz baby I don’t like

Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Just because you think I might find somebody worthy oh oh oh
Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Baby if you treat me right, you won’t have to worry

Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Just because you think I might find somebody worthy oh oh oh
Well, I don’t like living under your spotlight
Baby if you treat me right, you won’t have to worry
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No reasons, why.

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 20, 2009 at 7:08PM

Aha! Now I'm the freaking free one. There should have been AEM (Advance Elective Module) today, but lecturer has something one I think. Thus, cancelled. Yea. They say we are going to open a "small business" during Kaleidorama II and we can keep the profits! How cool was that?! Looking forward. Heh!

Today was okay, was over hypering. Sugar rush, I think I had too much chocolate coffee last night thus became like that -.-! Haha, kay luh, tonight don't take coffee anymore. The other day during dinner (in hawker centre), a self-claimed deaf person (I don't know.) came selling soft toys around all the tables. Then my dad paid $10 I was like "I WANT THAT CRAYON SHIN CHAN! I WANT THAT CRAYON SHIN CHAN!(in chinese)" Then I remember she was deaf! -.-! Then she looked up and saw my actions *pointing, screaming (my mouth moving), jumping up* Then she walk over and smile. Hahas! :D!

That coffee shop itself has many, ahem, middle aged males, watching football, drinking coke (I really don't understand why, no money for beer or what?!) Screaming, clapping as each goal went in. My sister was like "The footballers also cannot hear what! *-.-*" Then for some reasons I forgot what, I walked behind the TV, then when I took a glance at the people, totally shocked man! 100% attention from over 50 middle aged man. If teachers get that kinda attention, I'm sure they'll have a great time teaching.

Today done some SEM (I don't know what does that stands for) survey, lots of strong disagrees. I was like doing that till 50++ question then the browser auto close, then I was freaking ... (what was that word?). Tried to restart, stucked at the loading think. Yeah. Then use Santhiya computer to do, and does a hard shut down for that computer. Punishment!

I know this is a freaking boring post, I don't know what to blog either. Haish.

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Learning To Fall

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 17, 2009 at 11:59AM

Boys Like Girls - Learning To Fall

Today's the day
The worst day of my life
You're so content it hurts me
I don't know why
The cost of misery
Is at an all time high
I keep it hidden
Close to the surface in sight

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Could you be with him?
Or was it just a lie?
He doesn't catch you like I do
And you don't know why
You change your clothes and your hair
But I can't change your mind
Oh, I'm uninvited
So unrequited now

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Words screaming in my head
Why did you leave?
And I can't stop dreaming
Watching you and him
When it should have been
It should have been me

Today's the day
The worst day of my life

I'm learning to fall
I can't hardly breathe
When I'm going down don't worry about me
Don't try this at home
You said you don't see
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me

Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
Whoa (I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
(I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me)
Tell me that you know, it should have been me
Whoa (Don't try this at home, You said you don't see)
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me

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Work & play

Posted By Tan Hui Juan on Oct 17, 2009 at 11:13AM

I've been neglecting this blog recently. I wanted to upload three songs, but I don't want to flood my blog with songs. Plus, mixpod has been screwing up quite frequently these days. Should I upload Learning To Fall (by Boys Like Girls), Cinderella (by Tata Young) or My Bloody Valentine (by Tata Young). Had been listening to Tata Young quite a lot recently. Just amazed how a Thai could have such amazing English pronunciation. Better than mine and many others I think. Kay I'll upload Learning To Fall later :D!

So happens, many people know I'm working in McDonalds. Fun fun fun! So many funny stuff happening. Yesterday was exceptionally fun. I went cat catching! Some "concerned mom" say that there's a cat at the outdoor sitting area, and that we should do something about it. So yeah, are we supposed to tie up the cat's limbs? There is nothing that we can do if you seriously thought about it. If the cat really bother her that much, she should have just sat inside. One biggest rule is not to pick up a fight with the customers, so no choice got to carry the cat away.

Has anyone told you I'm scared of cats?! I'm not scared of dogs. I'm fearful of that cat's claws. Luckily, that cat hasn't scratched me. It's cute. So I was hesitant when first asked to move the cat. But I'm brave okay?! Carried the cat, walk a few steps, the cat struggled of my hands, some where further off the smoking area. At the smoking area sat two guys in their teens, around my age,(who had been sitting there since 3? If you notice it's 7 then), a bit beng, step beng like that one. The cat tried running back to the non smoking area, which meant it has to go pass the smoking area, and surely it was traumatised by me for carrying it, half shivering. Kept running. One of the two boys I mention earlier, jumped out from his seat and started running, giving out a little squeak. So the cat was chasing that guy, I was chasing the cat! After I caught the cat that guy still didn't dare to come back. Hahas!

Then on my way home at 11:30pm, walking back, I saw a man on a bicycle. Basically in his forties, with a large tummy. The main point is his shirt. It's like a shirt of some product, food I think. Right smack in the middle of the T-shirt exactly where is belly says "WITH 50% LESS FATS". If you would realise how large his tummy is, adding on to that he is sitting on the bicycle, that practically shown his fats to the fullest, you would be laughing like mad like how I did then.

The other day, me and Jasmin went to get the typhoid together at the Jurong Polyclinic. It was okay, injection did not hurt, just that the hand aches a few days later. Jasmin felt that the injection was pain, she was like "OHMYGOD, OHMYGOD, OHMYGOD" when the doctor tried to talk to her while injecting the fluid. Trying to distract her doesn't helps. Regretted that I didn't video that down! Then I notice this volcano like scar on her arms. I heard that it's like an injection hole but I didn't have it, neither does my siblings, only my elders have it, so I thought it's like upper generation only. Then I ask the doctor what is that. Doctor say it's injection (duhh) hole.

Didn't really catch what she said cause it's some medical terms that I will never understand. Then Jasmin say I SUAKU cause I don't know! ): Then I ask the doctor why doen't I have it. She ask me what hospital am I from, which is Thomson Medical Centre, yeah that same hospital as Zoe Tay's baby, and LiJiaWei's baby, I'm a celebrity baby! Weehoo, kayfine, stop being lame. The doctor say private hospital inject that thing near the butt -.-! Since all of my siblings and I are from private hospital, thus all of us don't have that injection scar on our arms. Till now I still can't find that scar near my butt lehh! Still say I SUAKU! How was I to know siol! I don't take off my siblings pants to see their asses, and I am not that pervert to notice my own ass and look at it -.-!

Today I would be working 2 - 7 pm. It's double pay today! Weehoo! Bye people!

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